In His Own Time

So, a while back I put a post about how Deric was applying for a job out in Roosevelt at the Vocational College. We went out there for conference weekend to talk to the people in charge and see what we could do about getting him the job and simply they told us they just don't have the money. The school's budget has been cut and one of the programs being adjusted is the cabinetry program. I must admit, at first, I said I would never move to Roosevelt, then I hoped for it. It's hard. Deric and I prayed and both felt that it was going to happen and it didn't. I know I should be grateful for what I have but I am just so dang tired of the city! I have no friends up here other than Kyler and now Canyon (a 6-year old I babysit on days I don't go to work). Deric, of course is my best friend of all, but it's hard to go from having alot of friends and knowing a lot of people to feeling like a lost fish in the big ocean-with no one! Deric is at work and school constantly and I find myself alone almost always-I HATE it! Anyway, I'm just kind of feeling down at the moment. I know the Lord will continue to bless us and that he will direct our life in the way it's supposed to go. Afterall, our plans changed about a dozen times after we got married by the time we decided to move here. I know I need to have faith and trust in my Heavenly Father. Let's just face it, life is full of uncertainities and constant change!